A Conversation with Author CIERA McELROY
Publishing my debut novel Atomic Family took about eight years — it began as an interconnected story cycle developed in an undergraduate writing workshop. I found the interconnected format very freeing for exploring character development and backstory. In that version, we followed the Porter family through various stages in their timeline. There were stories from the Great Depression when Dean and Nellie were children, stories from when they met and married, and then there was one story that changed everything. It was about a father and son building a fallout shelter together in the backyard. The father is a nuclear scientist. His son is obsessed with the threat of nuclear war and has fully bought into the duck-and-cover paranoia. The son asks his father, "What will happen to us if a bomb comes?" The father assures him their shelter would protect them. But of course he knows this is a lie. He believes that the shelter will provide a sense of security for his son. A semblance of a plan. Instead, it does the opposite and becomes a symbol of doom. I sensed pretty early on that I had been circling the central theme of the book. This was it. This was what I wanted to explore: how to live in an age of anxiety, how to protect those we love. In my MFA program at the University of Central Florida, I reworked the project into a circadian novel based on this story. It was a hot mess. Un-outlined. It felt like a monologue. After a workshop session led by Brenda Peynado, I shelved that version and re-wrote the novel completely from scratch and mostly from memory, this time using a careful outline. This process took a lot of rewriting, which I ultimately found very clarifying. It forced me to distill the story to its truest essence.